Jamie Nichole

cowboy_scene @ 2007-04-12T22:47:00

2007-04-13T05:49:12Z

so guess where i'm moving too! washinton! i'm so excited but i'm really going to miss cali, and my job. but its okay. me and derek should be going up there next month sometime. woo.

i hope everyone is doing well

oh and add my myspace if you haven't

myspace.com/neato_jamie.

<3

cowboy_scene @ 2007-02-05T12:54:00

2007-02-05T20:56:23Z

so hi! maybe i'll start updating again.

well lets see...

i got a new job at fredericks of hollywood, its the best job every lemme tell you.

me and derek are in the process of getting a place of our own by the end of the month, which is exciting.

thats about all thats new.

oh and i pierced the other side of my lip?

haha i hope everyone is doing well i have to go do my hair and get ready for work..

;]

cowboy_scene @ 2006-08-13T18:28:00

2006-08-14T01:29:56Z

im sorry for being a sucky journal friend.

but ive been so busy i work everyday and sunday is my only day off

well yesterday was my b day and it was good. :)

me and derek are happy and together and just. i hope things just keep getting better for me.

i got a new car

new job

that i hate ew. lol

but i dont know what else i hope everyone else is doing good.

cowboy_scene @ 2006-07-06T23:06:00

2006-07-07T06:07:55Z

sooooooooooooooo

things have been beyong fucked up

derek and i broke up.

well he broke up with me and im trying so hard to win him back.

even though he calls it being needy.

i'm tired of being a door mat. he walks all over me. and uses me

thats how i feel.

and hes so stubborn

and mean

and all i am is sad!

i miss the old derek.

the derek i was able to count on.

and i lost my job they went outta business.

no job

no boy

im lost.

cowboy_scene @ 2006-05-29T12:11:00

2006-05-29T19:14:50Z

so hay whats up??!?!

we went to this little party thing last night and it was pretty fun. im really going to try and make up with ALL the people i dont get along with. because i don't like drama. i mean who does?

not me.

i work 24 hours this week which is good. i need all the money i can get. seriously. i hope i find a new job soon. i think i might get a job at fredricks? hopefully.

i really wanna see the da vinci code. and i want to read the book as well. did anyone see it? was it good?

so i need to stcik to my diet. and sometimes i think i need to yell at myself when i go to cheat. if i really wanted to be thin then i would try my hardest and i need to try. for me.

thats derek pumping my gas. hes super cute.

cowboy_scene @ 2006-05-27T19:36:00

2006-05-28T02:38:35Z

cute? maybe...

anyways things have been good. derek had band practice last night and that is always fun. all we do is laugh. which is even funner.

tonight is louies birthday thing. now that should be a blast i love all my friends lately.

friends make me smile yah?

i have to take my dog to get fixed soon. which costs money that i dont have.

wanna give me money?!

haha jkjk unless you really wannu.

i can;t wait till 9 so i can go pick derek up.

hes the best.

but you all already knew that right?

i think im gonna buy some new clothes. i really need some. my jeans dont fit anymore yay for losing weight.

k thats all

cowboy_scene @ 2006-05-24T16:22:00

2006-05-24T23:23:00Z

we are cute

and we have fun together

cowboy_scene @ 2006-05-20T14:12:00

2006-05-20T21:13:26Z

yeah im still alive

i know i suck at being a lj friend

some of you suck too so its all good.

can't wait too see modest mouse

and my store is closing so i have to find a new job

BUMMER!

oh and derek and i are good.

and i got my hair did and it looks GREAT! see ^^^^^^

yeh i know

oh and thats all im slightly in a hurry

gatta work

BYE

cowboy_scene @ 2006-05-10T16:53:00

2006-05-10T23:54:40Z

so im about to go to jessicas and i dont know what the hell we are gonna do from there.

party on saturday woop woop

oh and changed my myspace

go look

myspace.com/neatojamie

do it! and add me if you wanna!!

cowboy_scene @ 2006-05-09T12:26:00

2006-05-09T19:28:53Z

HAY so yeah things have been good lately ive been hanging out with jessica all the time and shes is way tight i love her. i love making new friends.

and i love making up with old friends as well.

so yeah things are fantastic.

and i got my mom her mothers day gift i hope she likes it.

and school is DONE!

and yeah :)

cowboy_scene @ 2006-05-06T10:07:00

2006-05-06T17:08:14Z

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i'm so MAD

i'm so SICK AND TIRED of being accused of cheating.

I HATE IT!!@!!#!@$

AND SOME BASTARD CALLED MY PHONE AT THE BUTT CRACK OF DAWN AND DEREK CALLED THEM AND IT WAS SOME GUY

i dont KNOW WHO IT IS!!!!!!

i cant fuckin stop crying.

why doesnt he trust me!?@!@#?%$@^*?

cowboy_scene @ 2006-05-05T23:18:00

2006-05-06T06:19:21Z

i love these girls

we have so much fun together.

six flags was so fun

oh derek and i are good

but i might quit my job

my new manager has been filed with sexual harassment twice

and ill be the only girl there

ew

cowboy_scene @ 2006-05-01T09:10:00

2006-05-01T16:11:01Z

i hate feeling like today isnt going to be good.

oh well.

cowboy_scene @ 2006-04-30T19:53:00

2006-05-01T02:57:22Z

friends are the best

and so are drunkin nights with friends

i can't wait till my modest tickets come in the mail.

yay

cowboy_scene @ 2006-04-28T22:00:00

2006-04-29T05:00:44Z

I just purchased my modest mouse tickets.

now i just have to wait until aug 6th.

i'm more then excited.

cowboy_scene @ 2006-04-27T19:15:00

2006-04-28T02:18:07Z

i slightly have a new layout. i just kinda chaged it a bit. check it out yah?

last week of school is next week and i'm getting my tattoo next saturday, and next friday im going to magic moutain from 7pm till 2am. now that should be a blast.

things are good.

and i smile because i am happy.

work is good.

love is good.

friends and family are good.

i'm pretty much good.

oh and i feel like my lj friends slightly suck and lack on comments. so friends cut soon maybe?

cowboy_scene @ 2006-04-25T11:22:00

2006-04-25T18:25:43Z

The band did an awesome job at the party the other night. i made some new friends as well. it was just FUN!

he's so cute.

man things have been good, which is good. i think my diet is working and thats a REALLY good thing. haha

i hope everything is good with everyone else.

BUT i have a presentation today and im sooo nervous. ahh! i cant wait till its done. only one more week of school left.

thats all

cowboy_scene @ 2006-04-22T11:34:00

2006-04-22T18:37:12Z

so dereks band is throwing a party tonight. it should be fun.

sometimes i think things are really bad, but really.. they arent. whatever. thats life i guess.

derek and are good now that we talked, i still don't understand why he thinks im cheating on him. kinda sucks.

WANNA HEAR SOMETHING FUNNY?!!?!?!?!?

i posted in added or add_me or something and some cool kid posted anonymous and was like blah blah you're ugly. i just think its funny. they must feel real big and bad cause i don't know who they are omg!##@$%

ha ha ha

whatever i hope tonight is fun. ill post pictures tomorrow.

cowboy_scene @ 2006-04-20T21:47:00

2006-04-21T04:47:45Z

maybe i slightly overreact sometimes.

for some reason he thinks im cheating on him....?

ID NEVER!

weird though.

i love him

cowboy_scene @ 2006-04-19T16:29:00

2006-04-19T23:41:54Z

sometimes i really feel like my life is going on a downward spiral. which i hate.

things arent really good. i can't say anything is fantastic..because its not.

i have my best friend, shes great amazing and everything i love... but sometimes i just wish there was someone else telling me, "hey its gonna be okay"

anything! please. life is just too complicated right now. and i don't know what to do about a lot of things.

i love my boyfriend, even when things arent too good...

i want to be skinny more than anything in the world. and i know that may be a bad thing that the only thing i want in life is too feel good about myself. but eh what are you gonna do? oh thats right. nothing.

just beacause i look happy, doesnt mean i am.

cowboy_scene @ 2006-04-14T14:39:00

2006-04-14T21:42:28Z

so last night was fun. i hung out with my brother, andrew, and my boyfriend and we drank and had fun. and smoked the good ol' hookah. thats about all.

my little brother is down for the week, hes a pain in the ass.

and my mom has been driving me crazy lately ah. i can't wait to move out.

thats me and anthony, hes a dork an di have no make up on. tuff.

well thats all.

cowboy_scene @ 2006-04-13T11:01:00

2006-04-13T18:02:11Z

we love eachother

dontcha see?

cowboy_scene @ 2006-04-09T18:47:00

2006-04-10T01:50:23Z

today at work all i did pretty much was make a rubber-band ball.

its fun there. i like it.

dereks band played a party the other night.

isnt my man a babe? i think so.

my dog goes to the vet tomorrow. i hope they have good news for me.

my sister is a spoiled brat and i hate it. she gets everything she wants. and shes not even a good kid. how annoying.

shes dumb.

thats all

cowboy_scene @ 2006-04-07T17:35:00

2006-04-08T00:37:01Z

So there is this party thing tonight it should be fun.

oh and male strippers have gatta be the ugliest thing i have ever seen in my life...seriously haha

tiffany is comming down tonight and im so excited to see her. i love her so much and it sucks that she lives far away.

but i dont know thats about all

i love my boyfriend and i need him, sometimes i just hope he knows that.

cowboy_scene @ 2006-04-03T18:01:00

2006-04-04T01:03:01Z

so yeah i guess it isnt my transmission which is a really good thing. cause im broke.

i got a job doing framing at prints plus. its so fun. and everyone who works there is so fun. i love it.

my puppy is getting better which makes me smile!!!!!!

my life really isnt too interesting right now. tough luck.

oh well!!! :)